The Marauders

Flakes of ash flutter in the streets,

catching In your throat.

Leaving you sputtering, gasping for air

with the flames licking at the crumbling

Buildings, like eager children and lollipops.

Rake through the rubble for

something from your past. The

stale stench of urine stained mattresses

greets your nose like an old foe.

Catapulting the breath from your lungs,

you stumble. Dazed and dizzy.

Bare bodies of the neighborhood kids

bare bruises and gashes across their

backs and chests.

Brandishing a billiard stick as your

only defense. The cries and pleas

from the women dragged by their hair

haunt what little sleep you manage.

Cross the cobblestone street in

search of refuge and something to eat.

Nothing but smashed pumpkin brains

sprawled across the way.

The City of Skin

Take me to Skin City

where your bronze bodies litter the sidewalks,

where you chill in Starbucks sipping your Macchiato that

scorches your taste buds.

Take me to Skin City

where the sweet ocean meets the harsh sand

that makes a home between your toes before you

blast them away with a hose.

Take me to Skin City

where the cancer grows; asymmetrical moles whose

large paws burrow from the horizon of your thin

sheath of flesh, squinting in the bright light.

Take me to Skin City

where you brag about your leather bags,

that aren’t purses or clutches at all

but the coverings of your organs, muscles and bones.

Did you see me walking by?

Weaving my way through the crowd

hugging my books to my chest

Lockers blur at my sides

but you’re all I can see

Rounding the corner where

the lockers disappear

Courtney gushing

about Kyle

But I’m thinking of you

Paper planes soar the hall

flapping as they whizz by

Entering my class I sit by Kaley

Listen to you speak

No, it was the teacher

But I’m thinking of you

Down to the office,

attendance in hand

You were there too

I bumped your hand

Blooming red flushing my cheeks

carefully hiding behind my hair

But I’m hoping you saw

Because I’m thinking of you

Red or blue?

We’re all time bombs

tock ticking away

with no explosions in the end

no flashes of flame

consuming those around us

scarring maybe, but they remain

release the weight, the pressure when

our pins are pulled- like grenades

no explosions or flames

only black like the hollow

gun-powderless shells

we are, but they claim not

Slice the wrong color and we’ll

fade away. Slice the right color

and we’ll fade away, just the same

Coloring the lines

A green brick crushes Mt. Dew.
Splotches of yellow and orange drench
the sidewalks you drew on yesterday.
It washes away the chalk outlines in a
rainbow swirl that muddles into grey.

Your dog barks at the mail lady who always
comes prepared with a treat for you and
the dog. You both wag your tails at the gate.
She scratches behind your ear and asks the dog,
“How was school today?”

Aiko croaks out a response and you caw-caw the
mail lady away. She has things to do, you say.
Children rush down the street chasing the local
hearse with shoes on their faces. Souls tied
with their laces. Double knotted.

“We want the red casket!”
“How much for the blue?”
“I need to ask mom for some money. Will you wait?”
“The black one’s my favorite!”
Fifteen bucks, a short life and it’s yours.

The hearse drives away, blasting Beethoven’s
ninth symphony. The hoodrats roll down their
windows and nod their heads as they wave
their blood-stained hands. Good doing business
with you. The unspoken agreement.

The children scurry from the streets into the
shadows of the alleyways. Perching at doorsteps,
looking for milk left out for the strays. They fight
the cats for one sip then share the rest.
That’s enough for one day.

Potential Band Names

Cacophony of crushed squid

Heartbreak brigade

The squids

Heartbreak squid

Captain Crush and the apple of discord

Otter bees

Big Spider, Zillmer

The Disappointments

Yes to Sandwiches

Crazy-eyed catfish

Vintage Jello Muffins

Victor Vinodichi and the violin

Stardust Pixies

Habitually Destructive

Four-legged birds

Smitten sarcophagus

My band

Just Space

I trace the constellations
stamped in your skin. Name
the galaxies entangled within.

Nuclear reactions at your core.
Visible through the blue veins
lacing your skin. Stringing along.

Air catches in my throat as you
lure me close, overwhelmed by your gravity’s pull.
Your lips meet my cheek. You’re cool to the touch.

Tied down when I try to move,
losing myself- particle by particle.
You are at the center of my universe, my sun.

Your eyes light up when you see me near,
thousands of stars, hundreds of light-years
moving too close. Too late. It’s begun.

My head spins round like satellites
taking images. Images of what we’ve done.
What we’ve become.

Our story unfolds like The Milky Way,
so much unknown, but only so much to say.
You bite your tongue and it combusts.

Vocalizations by imitations

Flash your colors, bright.

Flex your feathers, hide the imperfections.

Sweet coos, soothing,

like the sound of water flowing

from the bath. Take a

dip, wash the dirt from your wings.

What’s done is done, no changing

that. Open your mouth, words will rise.

Regurgitate what your mother

told your father. I love you.

Watch his eyes, and his, and his

sparkle with delight, just his type.

But you’re not his type, or his or his,

saying the perfect things

at the perfect time.

First Time

Pink lips part wide

Spilling truth, spewing lies.

Excuses drift from the mouth

Shh- Can you hear them?

Take a seat on the couch, relax.

Scan your mind for reasons why.

Deep breath. Exhale. Again.

Are you ready?

Convulsions, contorting cement spines.

Breaking bones, such fragile things.

Sticky bodies crashing into one,

All at once it’s done.

Return your shirt to its’ proper place,

Search for the skirt hanging on the lamp.

He wants more. Blemishes form.

You’re not the woman you were before.

Words aren’t found rushing out the door.

The opposite of Chocolate

The opposite of chocolate is

green peppers.

The opposite of green peppers is

the ocean.

The opposite of the ocean is

cream-filled cars.

Cream-filled cars stuck in the hot sun along

the interstate. Scorching, melting.

The opposite of cream-filled cars is

a litterbox

that hasn’t been cleaned in four weeks.

The opposite of a litterbox is

sugar cookies.

The opposite of sugar cookies is

cockroaches.

The opposite of cockroaches is

a well-dressed child on Easter Sunday.

The opposite of a well-dressed child is

a unicorn.

The opposite of a unicorn is

Tina,

who dances the polka on Thursdays while playing

a tambourine that clashes and clinks.

The opposite of Tina is

chocolate.

Dancing out of tune

Body pulsing, nerves twitching

Contorting limbs in all directions

Twisting and turning, hips swaying

As the beat pounds on.

One misstep then two

They see something’s wrong

No time to recover in the air

You’re sprawled on the floor

Dust yourself off and hit repeat

Music pumps out, filling your veins

The stitches in your side

Ooze notes and lyrics

Spilling onto the floor

You slip, you slide,

You’re down once more

The song keeps on skip-skip-skip

-Ing but you’re back up, sore

Mop up the mess,

Sew your side shut

Hit record

Moves nailed

Like the hammer you are

Pounding out each step

Steady, don’t stall

Fall in line with the rhythm

No more stuttering feet

Melodies coursing in your body

At last you can’t be beat

Where are we?

This is the place where the ocean begins,

Where the grains of sand meet their end.

This is the place where the crabs will play,

The sea creatures immerse at the light of day.

This is the place where the tide rolls in,

Beckoning the children to go and swim.

This is the place where a breeze drifts by,

Offering a small haven to the humid sky.

This is the place where the storm clouds hover,

Casting lightening- people seeking cover.

This is the place where couples stroll,

Mending their broken disfigured souls.

This is the place where the sea turtles run,

Into the ocean to find their mum.

This is the place where the surfers glide,

Unaware of the creatures the ocean hides.

Red Devil Apple

Alas, here comes the apple of his eye,
His love offering him a surprise.
Godly wisdom and unknown lies,
Wrapped in a tiny, red disguise.

Careful caresses across the skin,
If Father knew he would call it sin.
He traces each curve with a sultry grin.
The seeds of life, he knows, within.

He crosses over into the garden,
Steps over a snake and begs his pardon.
He sinks his teeth into the skin,
Things will never be the same again.

Lucha a la muerte

Hooves pound against the sand.

Small clouds of dust fly into the stand.

Men dancing around the beasts,

Luring them, baiting them, to say the least.

Flashes of red. Piercing blows.

What a magnificent show.  

Specks and pools of sangre.

Laughter. Applause. Un masacre.

Marred by scars are the legs of the men.

Bulls rushing over and over again.

When all is said and done,

The crowd speaks of all the fun.

The men walk out. The bulls are buried.

Una lucha a la muerte.